Venting ...

Elaine โ€ข ๐ŸŒธStillborn 9/18 ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿพ๐ŸŽ€ - CP 11/18๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’› - Thriving ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’™๐ŸŒˆ 11/19

Every day I come across triggers ... Some days are much easier than others but every day is a struggle ... I may smile, I may laugh but no matter what Iโ€™m always grieving ... As soon as someone mentions the word baby, I instantly want to break down ... As soon as a see a baby, I instantly want to break down ... The moment someone complains about their crying child, I want to break down ... I only wish I couldโ€™ve heard my baby girl cry ... Just because I donโ€™t show my pain or express my pain every day ... I want people to realize that I am still in pain and forever will be ... As much as I hide posts, unfollow people or try to block out conversations dealing with pregnancies/births/babies ... Iโ€™m still in pain, Iโ€™m still grieving ...

R.I.P to my baby girl Aubrianna born sleeping 9/11/18 1lb 4.6oz 11in 12:03pm ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿพ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’– 23w6d