Just tried having a conversation with my oldest friend, after not talking for almost 2 months, and havung been ignored in December.

She went on the attack trying to make me the bad guy.

Before we stopped talking in December she was angry with me for not prioritizing her when my husband and I travel to my home town (where my family lives, and the trips are mostly to see my siblings and parents, but we also visit with her). I kept apologizing and she just kept driving home how shitty of a friend I am.

I texted her at the end of December to see if I could get a dialogue going. And got no response.

Texted her again today and now shes upset that I didnt text her until now, and shes upset that I didnt text her more in the last 2 months to know whats going on in her life.

I'm at a loss for what to do. I'm not sure where really to go from here. I can apologize until I'm blue in the face, but I just don't know that I'm in the wrong here. I get that she has struggles in her life, but she also hasnt reached out to me at all or even asked how I'm doing since I found out I was pregnant in September, and that was a lot of texting between September and December.

And every time I bring something up, such as 'you havent asked how I'm doing' or 'the phone works 2 ways', it becomes about how her life sucks and I need to just talk about her life because I dont struggle in my life.

Im just at a loss. I dont know what to do.