Been with my so for 4 years, had 2 babies and I don’t remember the last time he called me beautiful. Yes I’ve gained weight, I just had our 2nd baby 4 weeks ago, and our first 2 years ago. Am I trying to better myself? Yes, Once I’m in the clear to exercise I am going to get back on it. I gained 75 pounds my first pregnancy, lost half of it then got pregnant again and gained the other half back. I’ve changed, but so as he. I’m finally having a great day, not thinking disgusting thoughts about my self only to see him commenting under pictures of girls calling them beautiful. My heart dropped. I just wanna fee beautiful again.