baby #2 or no?

Okay ladies. So I need some help. I know that in the end, it’s my decision. (hubby is on board 100% already) but I just need some help. I’m a stay at home mom of 1 baby boy who will turn 1 on January 31st. Me and hubs are really thinking about having conceiving in about 8 months. I’m just really nervous. I had to have a C-section with my first and I HATED it. Everything was just so hard for what seems like forever. I’m just a little uneasy about going through all of that again. On the other hand, I REALLY want a girl. And I hate to say this, but I’m going to be really upset at first if I get pregnant with another boy. I just don’t know what to do. 😭