feel so lost and empty and annoying and worthless and ugly!!! the list could go on and on. This pain in my heart wont go away, i can feel my heart breaking and it hurts so so bad.. nothing i can do but just lay here and listen to music. Tired of talking to people because no one truly cares, after a while you just become annoying and another problem in someones life. My whole body hurts and im tired of feeling so stupid everyday i want to bang my head against a wall!!!! Ughhh. :( sry i jus needed to vent