I have a 2 and a half year old and a 3 month old and I am a SAHM.

First pregnancy was wonderful and joyful

My birth was very long 90+hours ending in a c section.

Second pregnancy was very difficult. Lots of anxiety and fears.

The birth was a redemptive VBAC but still somewhat tramatic

26 hours some tearing but some trama based on how i was treated.

Postpartum this second time.cauaed massive anxiety and the healing from a vaginal birth was much harder than i expexted

But here i am really really wanting to get pregnant again. My babies were worth it all. I know if its ment to be it will happen and we are NOT trying but do the hormones make anyone else feel this way?!!