I don’t know what to do honestly I’m 6 weeks pregnant and honestly i keep doubting on keeping it my heart wants to but my mind keeps telling me I’m not ready i am only 21 and i already have a 15 Months old baby I’m not with the father I’m still living at home with my parents i have a small room it’s very uncomfortable with us 2 in the room i don’t know how i will do with a 3rd baby also the father is the same he doesn’t even want it his been telling me to abort the baby that we are not ready... I Already told my mom she doesn’t want me to do anything stupid she wants me to have it she says that this could be my last baby but that i have to have it but it’s just so hard the thought of everything is just coming At me i hope my babyfather changed his thought and we can be a family but yet i can’t force him

In September of last year i found out i was pregnant my second time being pregnant and i wasn’t happy myself i was only like 3 weeks and

I went with doing a abortion and honestly the pain i felt was killing me inside i don’t want to pass by the same pain but i just don’t know

I’m so confused

I’m just posting this for someone to give me some type of encouragement. ( PLEASE DON’T JUDGE ME )

i don’t know what to do i feel like my life is a mess