🏳️‍🌈 help may be needed

I am a 14 year old girl who is a freshman in high school (grade 9). I’ve had crushes on numerous girls, and could even imagine marrying some of them. Stupid me never realized until last month that’s not what straight people do. (It’s literally the most obvious hint).

But then, as I did a few years before, began to stress over my sexuality. I know I’m not straight and that people don’t need labels, but I’m the type of person who wants to have at least one thing clear in her life. I’ve taken over a hundred sexuality tests, and I know that they can’t give me an exact answer.

Another thing that stops me from calling myself lesbian, is that recently (2 months ago) I liked this guy. But did I really like him? The only reason I acted towards him was because he showed feelings first. Then when he asked me out, there was this voice in the back of my head telling me to say no. (Even without that voice I would have said no because I consider 14 too young for dating). But it wasn’t my beliefs telling me to say no it was something else I’m trying to figure out now.

Fast forward two months (or even one month) I absolutely despise this guy. He makes me more annoyed than anyone ever has in my life. I got over feelings for him in a snap. Just being in the same room as him makes me want to kill him. And I have every class with him!

Anyway, if you understand my question through half of this ranting please answer if you can!