All morning my stomach was rumbling so I was eating saltines and drinking water because I felt hungry but food sounded blech. Then over like the past hour I was just browsing the Instagram explore page where I see a lot of food and literally every single thing, even stuff I had been craving, sounded SO BAD. I am 7 weeks 4 days.

Finally I decide maybe a warm shower would help a little and bam! Before I could get in it came out. I can’t believe I actually did it. Is that weird? I’ve been nauseous off and on since 5weeks 5 days, but it had actually subsided recently for the most part.

Last night I had light light pink spotting that turned brown today but only on the occasional wipe. I’ve been so anxious all morning and somehow throwing up makes me reassured? Is that weird?