So upset! (waiting for specialist)

After being diagnosed with hypothyroid and pcos my doctor decided to refer me to see a endocrinologist. Guess when my appointment is OCTOBER ... WTF what’s the point of having free health care when you have to wait so long ... this is awful I have to wait 8 months to see a specialist just so they can prob refer me again to see another specialist that will take months. Looks like I won’t be having a baby for years :,( I feel so helpless and upset.