😳😳😳CRAZY SPIRITUAL SIGNS!!!🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️!!! Is this my sign🙏💛💛💛🤞🤞

***Wasn't to sure what group to share to, Admin can you move if in wrong group, please!

I have had sore breast since about 3 days past ovulation, started feeling sick this weekend. And just feeling off.🤔 I asked for a sign just any sign. Ive had 3 pregnancies 2 i lost 5, 6 weeks and my most recent at 10 weeks. I cut a pepper monday and saw this, my pepper is pregnant with not 1, not 2, not 3, BUT FOUR! could this be my 4th???!!! 🙄😭😳😬Ive been trying so hard not to test tonight. And wait for tomorrows tomorrow's first morning urine as I will have one day until my period.🙏🤞🤞

I swear I feel like this is a sign!!!🤷🏼‍♀️ My friend had a dream about my uncle who passed away; and I usually pray to him to give me a sign, I don't follow any religion but a part of me believes in this spiritual stuff. And that they do give us signs. Last time the moon beamed what looked like a big huge plus sign when I askedfor a sign the 7 hrs before I got my positive.. Along with dreams around conception. Super weird right. Okay well I've also posted before about how I've seen what looks like a baby in a womb in the night clouds, one of which happened on the 1st of this month. I had a friend over today and showed her all of these pictures, of every sign I've gotten and she was in tears because she believes god is sending me a sign. And same as me she doesn't follow any religion. I've also found heads up pennies lately, never have I gotten a heads up penny from 2014, or 2018 since the loses. And pennies are signs!!!! And this month I found one from 2018 after leaving the store the other day, and another from 2014 at work heads up. Those are the years along with 2017 that I had a loss. So I've been testing like crazy, yesterday I swear I had horrible line eyes!😞 Flashlight on, every angle picture, edit them all.🤦🏼‍♀️😫 And I've been testing like a mad lady. I have two dollar store tests. If I get even the faintest line tomorrow 1 day before my period I am buying a first response Saturday at work! I'm just hoping for either af. Or something tl show on a test! 🤞But I hardly have cramps, which I normally have them 2 days prior, mild to horrible to mild. Clock work.🎯 But nothing besides my boobs look huge! 🙆🏼‍♀️And I have had a ton of cm lately, feeling a tad sick, certain foods are not as appealing. Raw chicken smells like wet dog to me. 🤔🐶😫 feel bloated as hell though.🤔🤰? But I've been so moody, and emotional. 🤣😄🤗🤨😭🤭😷I just needed to vent y'all. Lemme add the small amount of cramps i have are twinges and pulling sensations below my belly button, around my belt line about. 🤔 Not so much down more like usual. Spirits also love to play with TVs, and things electrical, my tv the other day on netflix during a movie, we were standing my the couch nothing near or on the remote. And the movie paused. No one touched it we looked at eachother like uhhhh.🤷🏼‍♀️.... what just happened. And we realized something paused that movie and it wasnt us nor the remote. 😳😳😳 Now all I want to do is go to bed, so I can wake up and it be tomorrow and test! This two week wait had me like "wtf🤨🙄 you over yet bro 😂" also don't know why I just remembered I've been feeling warmer then usual as well!!!! 🤞 please lord. Y'all if I am pregnant, I am praying and praying for god to bless me with a beautiful healthy baby that I can carry to full term without any complications with the man I love 😍💏🤱👨‍👩‍👧 🤞🙏🙏🙏🙌

UPDATE ADDED PHOTOS****

Jan 1st cloud looks like a baby

Took a stupid quiz on fb in December.. 🤔 hmmm

Current cycle, todays 31st tho🤣sorry old photo

Exactly 1 month after my last miscarriage.

Freaking creepy 🤷🏼‍♀️

UPDATE! JAN 31ST/ PERIOD DUE TOMORROW!!! i took this but i feel like they need higher hcg levels then a frer.

In the last picture the test line looks like an uberrrr faint positive. I have never tested positive on these assured tests before. I usually get clinical guard or first response? 13 dpo today. My boobs are killing me i woke up at 8 to go back to bed until noon. Had no idea i slept so long. These symptoms seem to be increasing each day. I'll update y'all later. Gotta convince my man to give me 20 bucks to get something offline🤣(lowkey first response), (just paid my share of bills so im flat broke until next friday. Anyone who lives off biweekly understands🤦🏼‍♀️🤣 )and still try and suprise him if i am since all 3 were not suprises to him, more of hey heres the test, i ugh am speechless! 🙄 but i have baby outfits one that says daddys little angel and Iso want to use that as my announcement to him! This will be our rainbow 🤞🤞🤞

Update of updates!!!! Period day and i got my faint positive!!!!

Its a squinter but its there!

Update 2/2:::: af showed her face today ladies so I'm out must have been an indentor a possible chemical pregnancy. But I am praying for all of you and your bfps!❤

Update number idk🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

2/7/19

Today marks 5 months since my miscarriage. My "period" seemed to be normal however I never experienced bad cramps like I normally do. Bleeding went light, heavy to light, and tampered off yesterday. I told my bf that I had a squiter positive, and that I got my period so I assumed it was a chemical pregnancy and expected it to him like one in sex ed would 🤦🏼‍♀️😭 oh well though, right. So he said he figured I thought I was pregnant as to seeing the test wrapper on the sink, (🤦🏼‍♀️ thanks to me for blowing that suprise right out the door! Wasn't going to tell him until I confirmed it because of the last miscarriage)

Anywho...... today 5 months to the date I got my not squiter, still faint, but ladies it is there!!!! I am going to pick up tests tonight and try to hold off and tell him on valentine's day! 🙌🙏 y'all I hope these are real positives, I hope this baby (if I'm not tripping, and seeing shit) is in the correct position/place and is healthy! And sticks!!!!!! Could this be our rainbow?!

As soon as I saw the line I contacted my drs office and asked to be seen as soon as possible or at least for blood work, right? That would make since since I'm at risk! Nope..... they put me on hold over 3 times, and basically told me the dr may approve the paper for blood or may not. But I made an appointment the soonest they had was February 26th!!!!!!!! Okay..... ✋✋✋✋ stop it. Another sign?! Last pregnancy we found out on the 26th of July!

Thennn y'all that ain't it, just since my last update I also today actually after I took that test I got an email from similac saying what foods not to eat at 33 weeks! I haven't gotten an email in forever from them, and thought I fixed it all so I didn't get reminders. Thennnnn y'all 🙄 my girl that said she believed in all this as I posted about above shared this thing on Facebook saying how if you we're born in November you'll end up pregnant for valentine's day......

Here are the picture's yall!!! Sorry for any double photos! Off to target for a clear blue digital and another pack of first response! Will update with the end result tomorrow! Bfp or bfn?!