Any support for an expecting, FTM in a failing relationship? I nor my baby deserve to be anything less than a priority. He always lets us down. I just feel so ashamed, disappointed, guilty, hurt, sad, all of the above, that I will be having my first baby let alone A baby with someone who is so selfish, so inconsiderate. I feel so bad because my baby is so innocent. She doesn’t deserve to be carried in such a depressed vessel, she doesn’t deserve to have dysfunctional parents. I have so many regrets that I could go on for days. I just need some support right now. I know everything will be okay, and that she will go to a better, more capable home and family, but right now the lack of support from her dad and my heavy emotional burdens are almost too much to bear. Every day I grow nearer and nearer to her due date, April 12th, and every day it’s becoming harder to breathe.