Im a senior in high school I recently turned 18 this month and so far I just feel like everything is falling apart I am a honor roll student but I know things in life can get hard but it feels like I’m trapped I confused on what I really wanna do my career choice changes everyday I just wanna be financially stable I know I’m too young to be focused on that but I am

Me and my mom have been arguing yes I know that’s apart of being a teen but I just feel like she holds me back sometimes I can’t go to her about anything I’m scared to tell my own mom how I feel or go to her for advice I don’t have a great relationship with my dad and I always feel awkward around him It kills me.he was gone for a while and when he came back he didn’t take the time to rebuild our relationship he just started my siblings which I have no relationship with

I really don’t have friends I feel like nobody genuinely cares about me or interesting in talking to me

I’m very insecure I have really bad anxiety. I was bullied by family members and even my babysitter bullied me during my childhood years even sexually assaulted as a child I held all that in and never told anybody about any of it and it really has affected me

I honestly just wanna move to another and start over when I graduate I just don’t know what to do I feel like the emotions I held in as a kid is just pouring out of me