Rant I don’t know how to do life

Me: my vagina hurts and I want to take my underwear off bc I’m in bed in my own home at night in a locked room

My cptsd: but the men in the house will rape you and it will be your fault for being a slut

Me: you only think that bc of the other house and the other men

My cptsd: you wanna risk it

WELL I GESS ILL PUT THE PANTS ON BACK TO WHILE IM AT IT! And live in eternal pain