Hemmorhoid, I need help!

So I’ve had this hemmorhoid for awhile now, internal I believe, since it’s not visible. In the beginning it didn’t bleed, just occasionally painful bowel movements. Then it began to bleed just a tiny bit with pain every time I use the restroom. And now..it honestly looks like i started my period. Like TMI, but the toilet is red as well as the toilet paper. I have no insurance to go to the doctor!