Why do I feel that??!!

So annoying, at first he was hitting on me and always after me and now when I start to really like him, he stops.

Tonight he's out and I stay in my bed, ill like fuck and feel so jealous...

rhaaa It sucks! I deserve him really.

We're like meant to be and what happened to make him avoiding me now?!

I also want to make him understand I'm attracted to him but it's not my thing to be really explicit...i'm a bit too shy for that...

I try to look at him in a way he can understand but looks like it doesn't really work apparently😅

Bruuuh, I just hope he still like me.