Hoping🥺🤞🏼 Need support

So I don’t think that I am pregnant 🥺 I had a lot of symptoms thinking that I was but not giving my hopes up.. I always know when I’m going to start and all my symptoms. Today I woke up sick, probably the flu or cold 😔 Guess I’m not pregnant because I’m sick and I had creamy CM that happens usually a day or two before my period. I’m beyond sad😞 AF is due Sunday... I’ve been trying for 6 months and no babies yet.. starting to give up hope 😪 I didn’t take no pregnancy tests or anything. My symptoms are swollen breasts it’s swore to touch since a week ago, nausea sometimes, fatigue, headaches, and I spotted about 3 times it was very light pink. Someone or anyone tell me how you feel?? Just need some comfort I guess