so i’ve been talking to this guy for about 10 months now and we started talking as friends because we had a class together. over the 10 months we’ve became really close friends and our relationship became more. by more i mean we text every single day and i would tell him everything that happens in my life. this guy has a lot of girl friends and it makes me jealous. through the months, he would slowly start to flirt with me and i started to catch feelings for him. one of my friends dmed him and asked how he felt about me and she said he kinda liked me but didn’t want a relationship( my friend told me this about four weeks later, ikr what a great friend). anyways so i chickened out and didn’t tell him how i felt and while all this was happening, he told me he liked someone else and they started to date. while they were dating he was still flirting with me and we were kinda of a “friends with benefits” kinda thing. ik this is considered cheating and i regret it all but i for some reason, still have feelings for him. a couple days ago they had broken up bc she had ended things with him but she never found out so idk why. i recently realized i need to move on but i can’t. for some reason i want to keep texting him bc we have a lot of trust with each other and i think about him all the time.