i regret trying to change my sexuality by getting drunk and then sleeping with a coworker. i did not want to be a lesbian and i thought that if i had experienced straight sex i would maybe enjoy it. the last night i had with him he took no interest in stopping when i wanted him to. i took a pregnancy test a couple weeks after and discovered i was pregnant. every day i regret being there that night. i know my life would look so different if i had only remained okay with who i was and not tried to change my sexuality.