I lost the love of my life

I was with this amazing guy for almost 2 years but I was young and immature so I broke up with him I have not stopped thinking about him fast forward 2 years I just broke off my engagement with this other guy because he turned out to be abusive and controlling and I still can’t stop thinking about this guy from 2 years ago he blocked me on instagram and deleted my number when he found out I got engaged I have not ever had these feelings about anyone I honestly believe he is the one I sent him a friend request on Facebook I hope he accepts ❤️

I want to say something to him but I don’t know what to say