I know why

I’ve been

Working through some shit

But I recently relapsed after a year of no self harm

It’s become like

Almost an addiction

It turned into a routine almost where I would cut myself every night with a razor

I would randomly find sharp items and drag it across my skin to get the same rise I get from a blade

I like having these marks

And I like the pain

Tf is wrong with me

It’s a distraction

And it works

The arm is faded cuz it was 2 weeks ago...