Insecure about myself - acne struggle

Ive been really insecure lately especially because i’ve been struggling with acne since i was like 14 (im almost 21 now). I’ve tried literally everything from drugstore to doctors and treatments but nothing’s worked at all (i’ve probably spent around $30k trying to clear up my skin LOL). Just when i thought my skin was clearing up in the last couple weeks, im now breaking out again AND i have eczema patches on my face bc of the weather so its causing hyperpigmentation and dryness; and it really plumets my confidence. Ive been trying to accept my fate and the fact that im probably going to have acne for like another 3-5 years but its hard to accept it and be totally happy with how i look when everyone around me has clear skin and is commenting/staring at my acne i just wish i could be happy with how i look and not be insecure for once. Any recommendations on how to treat acne and gain some confidence?