What is happening to me... 💔

My husband and I are TTC. Suddenly I’m having cold feet. About having a baby... about a lot of things... But... I think I may be pregnant. I haven’t taken a test yet but I’m experiencing undeniable symptoms. Secretly praying it’s just my period on it’s way, but something tells me it’s not.

I know I need to talk to him, and I plan to, just had to spill this somewhere.

I don’t know why I am feeling this way. I’m so confused.

Do I want a baby... do I even want this life: this marriage, this home, this job??? What on Earth is coming over me 😞