Just need someone to understand....

Lauren

So this is my 2nd pregnancy and I’m about 6 weeks and I found out when I was about 3 weeks so I was only pregnant for like a second when I found out!! Well this pregnancy has been beyond different then my first one, I found out my progesterone was low so I have been on the suppositories for about 2 weeks but have had some spotting due to my cervix being irritated from the medicine. The doctor and google both say it’s normal but for me anytime I see spotting I freak out!!!! The reason is because my 1st pregnancy ended at 20 weeks due to a horrible car accident I was in causing me to have my little angel baby early. So of course I just want to wrap myself in a bubble and stay home for the next nine months but I know that’s not realistic. I guess to end my venting session with a question...... How to I ease my mind from all these horrible scenarios I make up in my head???