I’m ttc for baby #2. Baby #1 we were blessed and got pregnant 2 months after trying. Now with baby #2 we have been trying for almost 2 years. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks on 11/20/17, followed by 4 chemical pregnancies. I am tired and feel like my energy has been drained.

I decided to see a fertility specialist because my obgyn did everything she could and found nothing wrong. She said I could have PCOS but the only symptom I have of it is reoccurring miscarriages.

After an analysis on both myself and my husband he said that I have insulin resistance, and my husband has low sperm count. He did not seem worried about the low sperm count though which was odd to me.

My obgyn had me on metformin but my RE increased it to 2000mg. He also is having me take a baby aspirin everyday and 6 pills of FH pro daily. And he has my SO taking supplements to help with his sperm count.

For my next cycle he wants to put me on fermara and a trigger shot and I am sooooo worried. He will be doing ultrasounds along the way, but my insurance is not cover any of it so I will be paying all out of pocket. I can not afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and I just have that feeling in the back of my head that it is not going to work. I really want it to but I keep reminding myself that I am blessed to have one child.

I feel like I cannot mourn the loss of the other babies because some people have it worst. I don’t know how to feel anymore and it makes everything more painful!!! 😢