Second miscarriage in 3 months 💔

Jennifer

I’ve been spotting/bleeding and cramping on and off since I found out I was pregnant again. First betas were 1737 which were WAY better than the initial 7.9 I had with the last pregnancy in November that I MC. Ended up at the hospital because bleeding and cramping intensified, second hcg was 3200 despite everything and I was stoked. The US only showed a gestational sac but they assured me at 5 weeks and some odd days that was normal and to come back for repeats in two days. Repeat hcg was only 3900...so an increase of just 700 in 48 hours. Not good for a viable pregnancy AT ALL. Repeat US still showed just a gestational sac. I was sent home and told to follow up with my dr tomorrow but the bleeding and cramping have not stopped. I cannot believe I’m about to go through this again. I did everything right, what did I ever do to deserve this AGAIN?! I thought I was depressed after the last miscarriage, but right now I am in such a dark place I don’t even want to get out of bed. I would have rather not conceived this child at all than to lose another one. I’m not strong enough to go through this a third time I think I’m done trying.