Okay so some background. I’m in college, a sophomore and have had a few mental health isaues In September I was hospitalized after my friends called the cops because i was hurting myself (had drank a bit that night) and then in October I also got called on because I was talked about suicide and hurting myself (also had been drinking). I realized the issue and stopped drinking. I cut down a lot and everyone was AAUING how well I had been doing and I got myself into therapy and finished the semester with a 3.7 GPA. like yes maybe since then I had a few nights with too much to drink but I was doing really good overall. And then I had started to have se with a guy in the friend group ( on the DL) and we kept it a secret. He drunky told someone and this crazy girl in our group tatted verbally attacked me on text and everything and basically is trying to cut me out of the group. Ans this semester was already off fona rough start because a guy whi harassed me and assault me came back on campus so I was already really anxious and depressed on top of her. She welcomes that guy I slept with with arms that are open yet is spreading shit about me and saying how I make a big deal of the guy who stalked me etc. so the night I found out he was back and she was really bad I ended up hurting myself and got hospitalized ( I had been four months clean and SO PROUD) and now I try to hang with my friends but I’m not invited. I tried to take initiative and ask if they wanted hang this weekend, they said sure and then they went to parties both days and I wasntinvited but would send me snaps about it. Do I have a right to be mad ? Or do I deserve this? I’m a quiet person so I don’t know how to make more friends because they were al my teammates. They said they were done with the girl harassing me and going to cut her out but they just cut me out instead. opinion?