My menstrual cycles have always been very difficult, sometimes pain so bad I'm stuck on the floor and actually cannot move, sobbing my eyes out. I've been on multiple birth controls, all that have not worked for me, even caused me seizures, vomiting on a daily basis and even slurring my speech. I suffer from many other health problems, including ibs, chronic pain and neurological symptoms and serious pelvic weakness and dysfunction.

These months get harder and harder, a week before my period I feel like I have the flu, all my daily pain increases, I stiffen up and cannot move, multiple times I've gone to the er, and they can't figure it out, I get chills, even a fever highest 102.8, it causes me to shake, as if pms is inducing seizure activity in my body. My period is 2 days late right now, I feel so sick and nauseous I have terrible diarherria, a migraine and yesterday I had uncontrollable emotions where I couldn't stop crying. Also I forgot to mention, I get INTENSE hot flashes, radiating heat in my face a week up until my period, it's awful, it's flushing of my whole upper body.

I just don't know what this is or what to do, my obgyns are at a loss, and I've never had a laparoscopy to see if I have endo, but they are too afraid due to weak muscles and tissues in my abdomen.

When the period does come, it's super heavy, painful, I can't move and it's just brutal amounts of cramps and blood.

Does anyone relate?