16 & pregnant

I just found out I’m pregnant and idk what to do. I know I’m not very far along (less than 10 weeks), and I’m only 16. I’m not financially stable and my boyfriend doesn’t get many hours with his job. I’m sure many of you are against abortion and i respect that, but I’m considering it. I wouldn’t be able to carry a baby for 9 months and then put it up for adoption. I don’t want to abort it either. I don’t know that I’d be able to handle that emotionally. I’m very independent and i hate asking for help so I don’t want to ask my family to help me raise it. And i know that I’d love it so much but i don’t know what i SHOULD do. Please please help. I don’t have an adult in my life I can talk to about it and my friends would give me different answers but I don’t want them to know yet