Resentment

I feel ready. I know, I know... you can never be ready for a baby or a family but I feel ready.

I felt ready a year ago and even more so now! My husband wants to wait and I just can't.

Why do I feel the need to have a family so bad? Will I resent him if he doesn't give me a family now? Sure feels like it. How do I move past not having a family? I can't think straight and all I want to do is eat my feelings. Guys... what can I do? How do I convince him to have a family with me?

I know it will be hard but I can already imagine him holding our baby and it makes me heart ache with so much love.

I really want a family and I feel like it's never going to happen.