I really don’t have much. Things are in shambles and I’m struggling so hard. I feel like I’m being judged by those who never been in my shoes before. My mismatch clothes and shoes and my coat that doesn’t zip. The fact I’ve been pregnant 6 times and miscarried twice. How small I am compared to most people. My heart is so broken. Family judges. I have like 2 friends that I haven’t spoken to in the longest. Maybe it’s just the hormones but today has been the hardest day to deal for me in a min. I don’t really cry. But today I had to crack. My head hurts...