I’m 16, going on 17 in March. I’ve always been really tall, currently 5’7-5’8. I was 125-130 when I was 13-15 but this past summer I weighed myself and was 152, which made me so sad, so from July-December I was sooo focused on losing weight. I ended up weighing 138 right on Christmas Day. Now I’m between 140-142 and I just don’t feel happy or content, if I’m being honest I want to be 125-130 again, I see myself sooo much bigger than I probably am, I always go around asking if I look like I lost weight or gained to the point where my family and friends hate me for it. I don’t eat a lot during the day because when I eat I bloat and when I bloat I look fat/big.

These are from a little while ago about 3 day apart. The first one is in the morning and the other is at night. Any thoughts? I was flexing in these photos. I only took these for my own sake and the only person who saw it was my boyfriend