I'm just miserable. I love my baby and my first child was the best blessing ever to come in my life but I seriously hate the process of pregnancy. I'm miserable and irritable. My husband is needy for attention and horny all the time and I'm so not into any of it right now. He is picking up my slack around the house which is amazing but he makes comments like he hopes I get to normal soon because its "off putting" and he wont leave me alone. He just keeps on and on. I'm trying to be sweet and put forth some effort. I dont even want to do this anymore sometimes