Okay so i don't know if y'all seen my last post talking about i want to start suckin DICK again. welp! I've FINALLY put in slight work last past weekend. FAIL LIKE UH BIHHH! LOL. So basically i had one of my flings in my car. We was chillen n shiid talkin bout how our day went. I really didnt care though cuz i wanted the goodies from this dude. So i end up gettin him eye contact like i wanted to SMASH. So he touch my tits and i told him i didn't have a BRA on. He was like he peeped that shit out when felt dem. So i guess he got the memo and he start unbucklin his pants. In my mind i was like OHHH SHIID IM FINNA GET MY SUCK ON UP N DISS BIITCH FINALLY!! (my goofy ugly ass). So he told me to come over there. I was about to then he was like uh uh take YO PANTS OFF TOO. Hmmm i said okay. I followed his instructions like a doll. So then he was like okay now come over. I bent over a follow through boppin. So what completely threw me off is he smashed my head in and my ass almost CHOKED!! But the cool thing was he fingered me from both ways( front and back) which new to me from the back. Whiiiich i felt like i had sharted uh bit. So that was the FIRST scare right there. I did remember me doin' uh #2 before hand me getting in the car. And YESSS I CLEANED UP. lmao but naww thats not the WORST that happened yall. I end up stop boppin cuz i started feelin inscure the fact my asshole was gettin fingered and it FELT GOOD too!! Long ass story short I notice he reached for his phone out the fuckin blue talkn bout his "GRANDMA" is at the emergency room. So he left so got damn quick that i forgot to ask WTF DID I DO WRONG? Which i think i had a clue that i must had sharted on his hand. So now he aint talking to me no more. And I really feel FUCKIN BAD to ever suck DICK AGAIN. Will I ever find that smooth flow again??? let me know yall thoughts LADIES