This is my beautiful baby niece, Salem Blue or also known as Miss Sae Sae.

My mother and I have been taking care of her since she was 2 months old she’s now 8 months. My sister is on drugs, we’re almost positive meth, but regardless very clearly using and abusing something. My sister would come by occasionally and see her but would never hold her or anything. Cps was never contacted because Salem was safe and sound at my mom’s house or at mine.

Well recently my sister comes to my moms and decides she’s going to take the baby, during an argument with my mother. (The fight is about my sister has discovered she’s now pregnant with baby #2 and is still using drugs, and refuses to get an abortion again, or stop using.) My mom refuses to let the baby go knowing my sister is on drugs and is now homeless, and forces my sister to leave. She stays gone for 2 days and we think nothing of it.

She comes back and she’s banging on my moms windows and doors trying to get into the house screaming like a lunatic. My mom tells her the police have been notified and she needs to leave, she’s busts the window next to the baby’s crib shattering glass everywhere. Luckily the baby was with me at my house.

My sister fleas the scene and a police report is made, and charges are pressed. A day later my sister comes back with my alcoholic father and the police demanding the baby. The police force my mother to hand Salem over, regardless of my moms report also stating my sister is on drugs and an endangerment to her own child.

Immediately I file a CPS report about my sisters drug use while now pregnant, and possibly in front of Salem. I also report her neglecting to take Salem to any of her doctors appointments.

Salem was recently diagnosed with RSV and prescribed medicine and breathing treatments. My mother had to take her to the ER because my sister didn’t show to take the baby to her doctor appointment and legally they won’t let my mother or I take Salem to a doctors appointment until my sister signs a paper stating its okay. Which we can’t get her to show up to do.

It’s now been 3 days since we’ve seen our sweet baby or heard any news how she is. My dad is also a piece of shit and won’t even reply to a text saying if she’s okay or not. I just keep praying CPS will make sure she’s safe. I’m so upset and worried about her and trying to stay strong for my mama who is a complete mess.

My sister and I were pregnant at the same time, my baby was supposed to be 2 months younger than Miss Sae Sae. I lost that pregnancy due to a lot of stress in my life. Once Salem got her I just kind of looked at her as mine and thought possibly someday my sister would officially sign her over to me.

I’ve also been trying to get pregnant for 3 months now with still no luck. (I already have 2 daughters of my own.) This all just kills me, it’s not fair she’s using this precious baby as a pawn. I just keep hoping she’s not scared or hurt. And how can my stupid sister conceive again while on drugs and carry the baby, when I can’t even carry my baby to term or conceive again. It’s just sucks, my family and I are in a dark place right now. I just needs prayers.

Pray for my family, pray for my baby Salem. I love her so much. I just want her to be okay, even if that means I never see her again. I just want her to be healthy and happy. 😥😓

**UPDATE**: Still have heard nothing about the baby but did got ahold of the baby’s father.

He has countless police reports against my sister and has agreed if I give him a ride he’ll go up and file for emergency custody or Salem and basically sign over temporary custody to my mother as long as he gets to come visit whenever he’d like, which is completely fair if you ask me.

So that’s what I’m out doing today I’m seeing a tiny sliver of hope, and keeping my fingers crossed. And absolutely praying HARD.

He has countless videos along with police reports to match of my sister being physical with his (while holding the baby) and screaming that she doesn’t want to be a mother or want Salem. So hopefully they give him custody. He’s hasn’t been able to see her since my sister took her also, due to my lovely sister filing a protection order against him basically accusing him of everything’s she’s done to him . Except he has proof, she doesn’t. They go to court next week sometime so we’re hoping if we have him file for emergency custody now it can be discussed in court next week.

KEEP THE PRAYERS COMING LADIES! I’m fighting for my baby niece as much as I can, with whatever resources I can find! Just hope it does her good and not any harm!