I finally let go the most toxic person in my life just today. Here is a quick summary... I had a best friend and we were extremely close, I was the god mother of her children(long story) she was my first lesbian crush, first lesbian kiss ( was not with my bf at the time) almost first lesbian everything. So me and her shared an extremely close relationship but she was extremely manipulating. Any time I’d get mad at her she’d used the kids for bait( I love those kids with all my heart). She’d bring up times where I wasn’t there for her ( I couldn’t have been when we didn’t know each other) she even used the rape card on me,(she was raped which is the story with the children I mentioned before). In the friendship I was never allowed to be upset with her, never allowed to be upset PERIOD. She has done many devious things to me, but I’m a forgiving person and really cared(care) about her. But she really crossed the line when she made me out to be a liar and had everyone against me. Yes I shouldn’t care about what people think of me, but it started to affect my self esteem and my other relationships. I actually don’t know where I was going with this post but I want to know if I really did the right thing. We haven’t talked to each other since last night( her bf wanted me try attempt to fix things with them) I regret it just a little but now I feel relieved and happy.... but I still have a form of guilt and shame. Help...ig😣