Sooo, I'm at 10 weeks and 3 days with baby number 2(pregnancy number 3). I lost my 2nd baby at 10 weeks 5 says. I'm waiting for that milestone to come and go....please God.

I read a book a while back that said that every women becomes a mother at different points. For some, its the day they get that BFP, for others when they hear or see the ❤ beat, and for others not until they hold that baby.

I hope it comes sooner rather than later for me this time round. With my first it was after the first trimester. With the 2nd....not sure i fully connected. But I've finally stopped punishing myself with blame for the loss.

Now, I'm trying to be kind to myself and let myself feel all I'm feeling without judgment.

I just wanted to share my feelings in case others are feeling the same way and feel like they are alone.

Many hugs and best wishes mamas