I HATE MY BELLY ..

After having my first child and gaining and losing and then gaining weight my belly looks so awful (to me) I know others have it worse but it’s such a insecurity of mine . I’m embarrassed to shower with my husband and I really want a tummy tuck but after baby #2 if that ever happens 😔 it hangs and to top it off I have stretch marks , I hate how clothes fit and I constantly have to find clothes that hide this awful thing . Ugh , even after I lost weight it just became more stretchy and lose . I’m planning on losing weight already but this lose skin will never leave my side without a tummy tuck 😭