Had my first FET on the 30th jan after almost 6 years of ttc..... it failed 💔🥺😢 I was so hopeful this would be our time. The awful witch has come in full force this morning and is tearing down the precious nest I built for this baby.

I’m beginning to feel that it is never going to be my time, what have I ever done in this life or past lives that can justify this much pain and so much failure in the one thing I have ever wanted!

All I ever played with as a child was my dolls and have always been desperate to be a mum. I don’t think it’s going to happen.

I don’t know how much more I can put myself through. Feel completely broken.