Afraid to have sex again

Caitlin

My husband and I had a great sex life. We had a baby in May of 2018 and as soon as the baby was born, we were back to our normal selves. I had a miscarriage over Christmas 2018. I was only a few weeks along but it rocked me pretty hard. Ever since then, I’m afraid to have sex with my husband. He has been so patient and understanding and I want to sooo bad, but we start foreplay and then I burst into tears because I’m scared of getting pregnant and miscarrying again. I’m even on birth control so it most likely won’t happen. I just need some advice what to do!