first time

Charlotte

so i’m 14 y/o and even though my bf and i have only been dating for 2 months i think i’m ready the only thing i’m concerned about is what to do. like i’ve never had sex before so i honestly don’t know what to do my cousin said the first two times she had sex she just laid there. but i feel like that would be awkward. and i wasn’t planning on having sex w him like in the next few days i wanna wait til we are atleast 4-5 months into dating maybe longer. i’m just scared i won’t do anything for him and that it won’t be fun. pls help.