I’m pregnant for starters. Me and my fiancé live with my family. I get in to big arguments with my dad because he is so mean and degrades me and acts like he is better than everyone and I am not even comparable. He has always made really rude sly comments to me and I feel like my dad should be my dad, not my enemy. I just feel like I have no one to talk to about it... I try to tell my fiancé how I feel and sometimes it makes me cry. My fiancé just says “what do you want me to talk trash about your family or something” NO I DONT.. I want him to console me when I am upset and support me, but he never says anything just what I quoted. I can’t tell my mom because she only sides with how my dad acts and treats me. I can’t tell my brother or sister because every time I try they end up fighting with me. I just feel so lonely and feel like I’m fighting these feelings by myself and I just have to get over it until he degrades me and treats me terribly over and over. My dad has severe anger issues and has never gotten treated because he’s too good for it, it seems.

I love my family so much and hate fighting back. but I feel like moving back in with them was such a toxic and bad idea, I just hide in my room all day. I just feel like I can’t enjoy my pregnancy and it’s adding stress that I don’t need for me and my baby boy.

I am sorry if this sounds foolish or it’s in the wrong group, which I’ll delete if it is. But I just feel alone........