Waiting for the disappointment.


My husband and I have been trying for a few months now. I have an irregular cycle so I tend to get my hopes up. He watches me and will get hopes up as well. Most times I have to text him saying I’ve started and he will say he’s so sorry and there’s always next month. According to the app, I’m 7 days late. I’ll give it another 7 before taking a test. I’m trying not to get my hopes up too high because I know I’ll only be making it worse. It’s the same thing every month... all I want is to be a mother.