Gender disappointment

I know this sounds terrible but I truly am so sad that I am having another girl... I really thought this baby was a boy. I’m grateful the baby is healthy and that I can have children but I can’t stop crying I feel like a terrible person. I’m worried when the baby gets here I won’t be able to bond with it or feel attachment to it. Ever since we found out I have been so depressed😢😔 please do not leave rude comments I just need some advice or input if anyone else has experienced this..