Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 4 years.

Sometimes I wish I was single so I could flirt and have some experiences with other people but then I feel like I’d hate that and I just want to be with him only.

He’s so lovely, I care about him but I almost feel like I’ve fallen out of love because I know my feelings were different in the beginning of relationship.

I don’t know if I’m clinging on because it’s been so long or if I’m afraid to leave.

Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, it’s quite poorly written but I’m not sure how to put these feelings into words.

Any similar experiences or opinions would be great.

Thanks for reading ❤️