Ough, i have been feeling so stressed,tired,sad, etc. Im 30 weeks and 5days pregnant and these few days have been the worse.

Health wise:

1)i have a bunch of boils throughout my body and they r very painful.(1 on each inner thighs, 1 on my bikini area, 1 underneath each boob, 1 on the back of my shoulder and one underneath my armpit)

2) i have been getting sharp pains on my vagina😭 they are not constant but they come and go.

3)my whole body gets really itchy during the night. Hard to sleep

4)i been getting really dizzy at all times now, before it was just when i would stand up fast, but now im just sitting or laying and ill get dizzy.

5) i haven't been able to sleep well because of all the above

FAMILY:

1)simple, we dont have a lot of money

2) husband has immigration payments that we don't have the money for. 😭

3) my son is such a picky eater and wont eat anything. I have tried many different things but nothing works #badMom 😔

4) parents dont have money either and their pipes froze and they have no running water at their house for 5 days now. Stressed because they are my parents and i care about them.

5)we don't have anything for our baby girl and she is due in April or less because i been having contractions lately.

6) i dont want to tell my husband all of this because hes already so stressed, and telling him my feelings would probably stressed him out more, which will stress me out for stressing him out. Ough.

WORK: my husband and I work at the same apartment buildings he is a 24/7 maintenance and im assistant manager.

1)on sunday there was a flood in one of the buildings we work at. (Its very cold here in Washington state) that on of the fire sprinklers pipes froze and broke and flooded a bunch of units. Anyway we had to be there to try to solve the problem. #stressed

2)monday (yesterday) we had as lot of work to do for what had happened on Sunday. Nothing we can do #stressedAgain.

3)same monday, after work our car wouldn't turn on. Because the battery froze. We had to buy a new battery and we dont have money.😩

4)same monday, my babysitter tells me her grandfather is in the hospital and sadly doctors gaved him a week to live 😔. Im stressing out because i don't want her to work, so she can be with her grandfather, but then again I have to work and my son cant stay by himself (hes 4yrs)

5) Tuesday (today @4am) we recieved a call from work that another pipe broke and 3 units flooded at a different property. Ough! So my poor husband is working on it right now, and its 6:50am already, hes in the snow working on stopping the flood. 😭🌨

6) i have to go to work today and i only got 3hrs of sleep because of ALL of the above.

Sorry for the long post. No one will probably read it, but i always keep my feelings inside but i just feel like i need someone to hear me out. I just really feel like crying, my husband is such a good guy. And i know he would listen to me but he gets stressed out really fast, i don't want to stressed him out more.