Can anyone relate to sometimes feeling like they weren’t ready for a baby after all?

I’m four months post partum and I love my baby so much. But sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t have had her. I know how awful that sounds 😔 but your life changes so much. And while yeah I expected it to change, I guess you don’t ever know what it’s really like until you experience it. I want to breastfeed of course but sometimes I just wish I didn’t. It’s a lot of work and I can’t escape it. I’m feeling like the worst person ever because I do love my baby. So much. But maybe I wasn’t ready