“Crime Scene” heavy flow afraid to leave bathroom,sneeze or breathe

I have not had this bad of a flow since I first started my period when I was 11. There isn’t even any clots. My periods have been really whack since I’ve been on birth control. I didn’t need it for any medical reason besides preventing a pregnancy. Like I said I haven’t had a bad flow like this since I first started. When i first got my period it wasn’t bad I know that much. But eventually the ones after that were really bad. I remember leaking and bleeding through a lot. Before those I remember that I could get away with going to school wearing a panty liner and changing it before class to a regular pad and maybe alternate if I was having a good flow day. I remember nights waking up cause I had leaked or rolled over and felt that a bad leak was coming. One time I didnt make it to the bathroom and I had got blood on the carpet and I was crying because I thought I’d get in trouble. So I cleaned it up quietly to not wake anyone so I wouldn’t be embarrassed and get into trouble. But since I got on birth control they gradually went from bad to worse to manageable up until now. These past couple of periods have been horrendous. I haven’t been more pissed at myself for ruining sheets and pants. I’ve talked to my doctor about my period changing dramatically because I’ve never had back pain or really bad cramps that regular ibuprofen doesn’t take care of. It’s pointless to want to remove it now but I don’t think I can handle waiting 7 months to have my implant removed. I read the risks of what could happen but because I felt I needed to get it so should my ex break another condom or not want to wear on I wouldn’t be pregnant but now that I’ve been told if he didn’t want to grow up and be responsible I’m not going to be stuck with this stupid piece of crap any longer. I want my regular period back. My question is, is my period going to go back to normal? I’m not going to be stuck with any of what the birth control did?