I just want to try again

I had a miscarriage in January and now have to wait for my thyroid levels to settle after starting meds before I can TTC again. This is killing me and TTC is all I can think about. My husband is not doing well with using condoms either. We have yet to successfully have intercourse with them since the miscarriage. I hope my levels are in range at my 4 week check in. I can’t take this anymore!!