I can’t stop crying. Because...

I’m pregnant my period is actually due in 2 days (15th) but I said to myself you know what I really think the blood I had about 2/3 days ago (10/11th) had to have been conception blood.. I’m crying because i was pregnant 3x prior and I’m just hoping and praying this time this one sticks please god! I have no live babies 👶

I pray that all of whom are trying get there positive and it sticks and all those who are it sticks. My life since 2016 has been very hard.. with losses since than and in 2017 I had the biggest loss a stillborn baby girl at 26 weeks and 2 months later I was diagnosed with lupus and almost died from it because my body was shutting down (it took me two months to realize I was sick because prior I was grieving from my loss that I didn’t realize something was wrong with me.. I didn’t realize that going from a size 10 to a 2/4 in 2 months wasn’t normal.

Please pray for me guys I’m only scared of my lupus getting worse if I have another loss... my 3rd loss was in December 2018.

Here’s my test I took a few minutes ago